So he quits after a year.

所以他在一年后就退学了
He realizes he is on his way to become an atheist--right?--

他意识到自己开始变成无神论者
and he will not become a minister.

他不会去当牧师了
Actually this happened to my brother as well.

事实上我的兄弟也有这种经历
He actually did not quit, he did finish;

他没有退学而是完成了学业
he was also trained as a Lutheran minister.

他也是受训准备做路德教的牧师的
But by the end of his theological training

但是在学业结束后
he was -I don't think he ever confessed--

我想他并没有承认
but he was actually an atheist.

但他确实是个无神论者
So I have personal experiences--right?-- what theology can do to you. Right?

这是我关于学习神学的个人经历
Okay, then '68, there is a very important event in his life.

1864年发生了一件很重要的事
He meets the greatest composer of his time,

他遇见了当时最有名的作曲家