I didn't have to choose between patients.

我不必选择给哪个病人做手术
If he's punishing me for my choices

如果他是因我错误的选择而惩罚我
None of these fit.

没一个对的上啊
All right, look at the note again

好再看看那封信
And compare against the wording on the charts.

和这些文件中的语气对比下
A lot of times an unsub will unconsciously

很多时候不明嫌犯都会在不同的场合
mirror the wording of situations.

无意识地使用相同的语气
There's nothing you can do.

[你无能为力]
The blood will be on your hands. I have watched you every day.

[所有的血债都会算在你头上我盯着你呢]
You remember something?

想起了什么
Uh I don't know. it was right after new year's.

我也不清楚大概是在年初
There was a car accident.

一场车祸