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you must wrestle with yourself most of all, fight with yourself,
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for there will surge up in you a strong desire to alter facts,
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to dress up your feelings.
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You'll find that there are many things you don't want to admit about
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yourself and others.
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As your record shapes itself an awed wonder haunts you,
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and yet there is no more exciting an adventure than trying to
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be honest in this way.
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The clean, strong feeling that sweeps you when you've done it makes
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you know that.
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And even though in that little passage he suggests that it's a
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struggle to be truthful, a struggle to be accurate,