why have you been in a gloom since you got back?

为什么你回来后这么忧郁
It showed me what I've been missing.

这让我知道我错过了什么
Before I started studying

我开始读书前
I thought history, art or 'owt like that

总觉得历史艺术什么的
were only for the family, not for us.

是主人家的情操与我们无关
Surely it's a good thing, if your horizons have expanded?

你的眼界拓宽了这总是好事啊
In a way,

算是吧
but it's shown me how empty my life's been until now.

但也让我知道此前的生活是多么空虚
You've learned a trade. You're skilled.

你学习了一行的手艺技能纯熟
You're an artist yourself. Look at this wedding cake.

你本身就是个艺术家瞧这结婚蛋糕
What for? So I can skivvy in a kitchen that isn't even mine?

那又如何我还是在别人的厨房里干粗活儿
Wasn't it your plan to study

你不是计划好好学习