not that I realized it then,

这并不是说当时我就认识到这一点
she would have had on top of her perfect form the will to win

那她就会在完美的姿态以外还有取胜的意志
and would have become a real girl champion."

并且会成为一个真正的青年女子冠军
He reads the non-utilitarian quality of her form as the evidence of her broken nature.

他认为她的非功利主义是她被捣毁的信念的证明
But I would like to suggest that it's precisely that non-utilitarian quality

但是我更愿意猜想她的非功利主义
that is the mark of her wholeness in a certain way.

正是她未受损的自然本性的体现
If aesthetic bliss is what Nabokov confesses is his ultimate aim for art

如果提供审美愉悦是纳博科夫在文章
in the essay On a Book Entitled Lolita,

《关于一本题名<洛丽塔>的书》所言的艺术的终极目标
something like that is

正是如同洛丽塔打球时
what Lolita gives us in her perfect tennis form without the will to win:

非功利主义的完美姿态给我们留下的印象
the frankness, beauty, kindness, lack of deception.

又美又直接心慈手软轨道正统纯净
And, in that sense, it is also a version of play,

某种意义上这也是另一种意义的游戏