I've got the money."

我有的是钱
I looked at him.

我困窘地盯着他
My eyes were watering with embarrassment and tears.

泪水夺眶而出
Still he stared at me.

他仍然望着我
Now his eyes were blank and looking through me.

却神情呆滞对我已是凝神而视
It was probably the pivotal point of our friendship

那目光表明他依然看重我们之间的友谊
when he realized I had actually spent some hours

他已明白过去的几个小时里
thinking about him and his troubles

我的确设身处地为他及他的困境着想
and he was trying to place that in his tremendously involved and

他也竭力要使自己混乱备受痛楚的脑袋
tormented mental categories.

相信这一切
So, he finally realizes that Sal actually has a specific love for him,

他最后明白萨尔对他怀有一份特殊的爱
not caring about him somehow in principle,

但基本上并不关心他