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an even fuller description of this.
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He's talking, Coleman is talking, again, about Faunia,
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and Nathan is very much responding in the conversation.
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We were enjoying ourselves, now, and I realized
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that in my effort to distract him from his rampaging pique
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by arguing for the primacy of his pleasure,
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I had given a boost to his feeling for me,
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and I exposed mine for him.
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I was gushing and I knew it.
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I surprised myself with my eagerness to please, felt myself
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saying too much, explaining too much,
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over-involved and overexcited in the way you are