and let him, if he wanted to, dance around the porch by himself,

没想过要让他一个人在门廊跳舞
just laugh and enjoy myself watching him,

如果他愿意我笑着看他跳舞即可
maybe why I gave him my hand and let him place his arm

也许我把手交给他让他的手臂
around my back and push me dreamily around

环绕在我的背上梦幻般地推着我
that old bluestone floor, was because I had been there

在旧胆矾地板上旋转的原因
that day when her corpse was still warm-- [that's Iris' corpse]

是在她[指艾瑞斯]的尸体还温热的时候
and seen what he'd looked like.

我在现场看到了他的神情"
The corpse pops up in the middle of this reflection on why he's dancing.

尸体在他叙述跳舞原因的时候突然出现
So, two times in the space of a page, death accompanies

在一页的空间内他决定跟科尔曼跳舞的事
his decision to dance with Coleman.

两次都与死亡相关
So, why then is homoerotic desire such a threat, a threat in this way?

那么到底为什么同性欲望如此危险
Well, one structural reason could be that homoerotic desire threatens to

一种结构性的解释认为同性欲望