you're used to protecting people and shielding them from pain,

你习惯了保护别人不让他们受伤害
and suddenly you've got to tell a woman you love

现在突然要告诉你所爱的女人
something that will crucify her.

残忍地伤害她
The temptation to deny yourself,

否定自我
to go on sacrificing your own happiness, to go on living a lie,

牺牲现有的幸福自欺欺人地活下去
it must've been overwhelming but you didn't succumb,

肯定让你难以抉择可你没有屈服
you did it, and I'm so proud of you for that, my darling,

你做到了我为你骄傲亲爱的
so proud of you.

非常骄傲
Young Simon used to lie in bed at night...

西蒙年轻时夜里常躺在床上
..praying not to wake up.

祈祷着不要醒来
"To cease upon the midnight with no pain."

"在午夜里溘然魂离人间"
But he kept waking up.

但他总是醒来