We had lunch.

我们一起吃午饭
After he left, I sat

他走后我坐在那
and wrote down everything I wished I could say

把想说的话都写了下来
without being afraid of hearing

这样就不用担心听到
the judgment in his voice.

他对我评头论足了
Maybe I should just stick this in the mailbox,

或许我该把这个塞进邮筒里
make it easier for everyone.

这样大家都能好过些
You are not gonna come out

你不能把出柜这么大的事
to your family on a napkin.

简单地写在纸巾上告诉家人
Telling people that you're gay is not about doing what's easy.

告诉别人你是同志不是让你避重就轻
It's about... not apologizing for who you are.

而是让你不必为自己的取向感到抱歉
So, you're not doing this for your dad.

所以你不是为了你爸爸这么做