Okay, okay, but if it makes you feel any better,

好吧但要是这样说能让你好受一点
I didn't tell anyone.

我谁都没告诉
It doesn't.

我并没好受
I thought of you every day.

我每天都想你
- Then why didn't you call? - I don't know.

-你为什么不打电话 -我不知道
I guess I was lying to myself as much as I was lying to you.

我想我骗你的同时也在骗自己
I just wasn't ready to accept what was happening to me,

我只是没准备好接受发生在我身上的事
And... and now I am finally accepting it.

而现在我终于接受了
So here I am.

所以我就来了
Awesome news, babe!

好消息宝贝儿
Okay, I did the whole "Please, please, my boss will fire me,

我上演了"求求你要是没桌子
and I'll have to live in my car if you don't give me a table" thing,

我就会失业外加无家可归"的戏码