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If you want to feel better,
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you can't control the process.
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You have to let yourself grieve.
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I'm not sleeping because when--when I do,
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I dream of Maeve.
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And when I see her, I feel the sweetest relief imaginable.
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She always asks me to dance,
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but I can't because I don't know how to dance,
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and because I never even got to touch her when she was alive.
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I know if I get into that fantasy, I'll be lost forever,
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so I force myself to wake up.
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Is that part of normal healing?