abudiate the notion that I am messed up.

我的确心里很乱
- Once and for all. - I understand.

-不要再提了 -我理解
- Thank you. - But I'm gonna challenge you on abudiate.

-谢谢 -但我要试试你有多确定
- Yeah, there's no such word. - Then why'd you use it?

-那不是一个词 -那你还说
Because I am funny, too.

因为我也挺幽默
We are going to expel or dismiss or expunge

我们要把我受了创伤的事
the notion that I am damaged.

彻底抛开
I'm hardly the only person in my newsroom who's ever seen a dead guy.

我又不是我们新闻编辑室里唯一见过死人的
And that part of this case would be hanging on my--

而这件案子将部分取决于我的...
- I don't know what to call it. - State of mind.

-我不知道该怎么说 -精神状态
Seriously, that part of this case would be hanging on my state of mind

说真的这案子将部分取决于我的精神状态
six months later, by the way, when we interviewed Stomtonovich...

都过去六个月了对斯托姆托洛维奇的采访