game, and so here it comes out, when he's talking about his

这里就充分体现出来了当他提及他
brother's diving: "He's a master diver.

哥哥潜水他说"他实是个了不起的潜水家
You really have to slave away at it."

要达到他那程度你可得拼了命去"
He can't control the emergence of his desire, his memory of the desire,

他难以控制那充满欲望的记忆
back into his daily speech.

并反映在了他的日常语言之中
So, he can't control that Freudian slip, and he also has

他难以控制的利用佛洛依德理论
to correct himself, remind himself,

并需要时刻纠正自己提醒自己
that what he wants to do in the funhouse is actually not act

他真正想要在欢乐屋里做的不是扮作
like the outraged boyfriend but be the outraged boyfriend.

肆意妄为的男友而是成为这个男友
This is always the problem for Ambrose.

这是安伯罗斯长久以来的症结
He can't just be something; he is always conscious of inhabiting

他不能够直接塑造自我而是时刻不忘
a performance.

扮演某个角色