Well, I'm not spending my time with a self-indulgent jerk.

我也不会在一个自我放纵的混蛋身上浪费时间
What was the whole point of this little exercise, anyway?

这个小测试的意义到底何在
To get me to admit that I'm not comfortable with this money?

让我承认自己无法接受这笔钱吗
Fine. I admit it.

好吧我承认
I want to earn what I have.

我想赢得自己拥有的东西
I want to build something that is lasting and meaningful.

我想创造点持久并且有意义的东西
And not just so Marla's death means something,

这样不仅能让玛拉的逝去具有意义
but so my life means something, too.

也能让我的生命充满意义
Well, I happen to believe life means something if you enjoy it.

我倒觉得及时行乐才能使生命有意义
And is that what you're doing right now?

你现在就是在及时行乐喽
'Cause you just look lonely and bored.

那你怎么看着又寂寞又无聊
Look, I thought that

我原本以为