in this quantity,

以这个量来说
I'm amazed you're still alive.

你活着也算是奇迹了
Not for long.

活不久了
Learning's always a painful process.

学习的过程是痛苦的
Like when you're little

就像你小时候
and your bones are growing and you ache all over.

长骨头时的全身疼痛
Can you believe I can remember the sound of my own bones growing?

你能相信我还记得自己长骨头时的声音吗
Like this grinding under the skin.

就像皮肤底下有东西在摩擦
Everything's different now.

不过现在不一样了
Like, sounds are music that I can understand, like fluids.

它就像是我听得懂的音乐像是羊水
It's funny, I used to be so concerned with who I was

真有趣过去我常常想知道自己是谁
and what I wanted to be,

以后想要做什么