This whole thing is a mess.

这整件事简直是一团糟
I made things worse by coming here.

我来这把事情搞得更糟了
I thought I would come and, you know, be an uplifter.

我以为我来了会带来好转
I'm an uplifter.

让他好受点
Even on death row I want to be an uplifter.

即使是死囚我也想给他正能量
I wanted to change things. But I can't change it,

我想改变一些事但是我改变不了
I can't fix it,

我无法解决
because it's already in motion.

因为一切都已经开始了
And now I'm here alone, and I know I made my choices to get here,

现在我一个人在这我知道是我非要来的
but I need you right now.

但是我现在很需要你
I don't even know what I need.

我都不知道自己需要什么了
I need you to see me. I need you to witness me

我需要你看着我我需要你见证我