But a year into that relationship you discovered that one day

但相恋一年后你有一天发现
that Gavin... that you were pregnant, carrying Gavin's baby.

你怀上了加文的孩子
Gavin didn't want it but you did,

加文不想要孩子但你想要
so Gavin ran away, and he left you.

所以加文离开了他抛下了你
And two and a half months later, the baby was born.

两个半月之后婴儿出生了
She's a beautiful little girl called Amanda. Really beautiful.

是个美丽的女婴叫阿曼达很美
But one day you just decided to give her away,

但有一天你决定把她送走
give her up for adoption.

把她送去接受领养
You haven't seen her since and it's breaking your heart,

之后你就没见过她你伤透了心
tearing your guts out and

你悲痛欲绝
that's why you pretend to be so foul-mouthed, obsoleting cool.

所以你才假装这么满嘴脏话外表冷酷
Exactly twice a year on each of

你一年给父母打两次电话