"But she only stopped when Papa cut her belly

但在爸爸剖开她肚子并填入煤炭时
"and stuffed the coals in.

她才停下来
"Judah told me in my dream..

犹大托梦告诉我
"That Matthew took him to the black room, so I know he is killed.

马太把他带到小黑屋里我才知道他被杀了
"I want to understand the glory of the pain like Matthew.

我也想感受马太那样源自痛苦的荣耀
"But cutting the flesh makes him have a husband's bulge.

但是切割血肉会让他勃起
"And I do not get like that."

而我却不会那样兴奋
- Jesus. Can we not? - No. Go on.

-老天爷别读了行吗 -不继续
- Why? - I want to know.

-为什么 -就是想听听
"I have found it in the oldest books, the way of saving our family.

我在古籍中找到了一种解救我家族的方法
"My good arm is hacked up and et,

我好使的那只手臂被砍掉了
"so I hope this will be readable.

希望你们看得懂我写的字