- Come on. - I'm serious.

-别胡说 -真的
I was happy, I was open, I was curious.

我很快乐思想开放充满好奇心
But I'll tell you this, I knew when it was ending.

但我知道那种状态保持不了多久
I was overwhelmed with sadness when I realized that I was gonna change

我意识到自己要改变还可能变得更差的时候
and that it was all most likely gonna get worse.

悲伤的不能自已
Like a nostalgia for the present, I couldn't shake it.

就像现在回想过去也不能自已
What?

怎么了
I'm weird, right?

我很古怪吧
No.

不
No, you're not.

不怪
It's weird not having a boyfriend. It's been so long.

怪的是我好久都没男朋友了
That's because it's the first year at school nobody's older than you.

因为在校的不是同级就是学弟