来自《字母杀手 第0集》

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  I guess I was able to keep it under control,
  我曾以为我能控制住它
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  To sort of channel it for a while.
  并对它进行引导
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  But two years ago
  但是两年前
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  I had a case that... I don't know,
  我在办一个案子... 不知道该怎么说
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  Blew my circuits.
  让我无从下手
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  My failure to solve it left me desolate.
  因为没法破案 我非常苦恼
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  I couldn't get it out of my mind.
  我无时无刻在想着这个案子
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  I was hallucinating around it
  我曾因此产生幻觉
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  And I couldn't imagine a time
  我常常把自己的幻觉
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  When it wasn't with me constantly.
  与现实生活混淆
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  So I tried to kill myself.
  所以我试图自杀
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  But now the doctors say
  但现在医生说