And it just terrifies me. Jesus,

这太可怕了天哪
this is like worse than death to me...

对我来说这比死都可怕
the idea that this is the person I'm gonna be from now on.

一想到这将是我的人生我就觉得太可怕了
You know what, this happens to people.

知道吗这是正常的
They fall in love in their 20s, get married...

人们在二十几岁恋爱结婚
do the granite countertop, white-picket fence in their 30s...

三十几岁照顾家庭
and somewhere they realize, "this is not for me anymore."

某天他们意识到 "我再也不要这样的生活了"
So they fail and they fall down,

所以他们失败跌倒
they hurt like hell, they straighten up...

他们受伤他们振作
and march their asses to the shrink's office.

他们找心理咨询
- They can't just check out. - I am not checking out.

-人不能一走了事 -我没有一走了事
I need to change.

我需要改变