He needs you...very much.

他非常需要你
I know.

我知道
The truth is, I don't think I'm going to be a very good mother.

老实说我觉得我不会是个称职的母亲
Why not?

为什么呢
Because somehow, with Matthew's death,

因为不知怎么马修死后
all the softness that he found in me

他在我身上看到的温柔
seems to have dried up and drained away.

好像都消失了
Maybe it was only ever there in his imagination.

或许那本来就是他的想象
Now, my dear...

亲爱的
..There's more than one type of good mother.

称职的母亲分很多种
The fact is,

事实上
you have a straightforward choice before you.

你面前有两个选择