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"Dear Allen,
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What you say is honestly what I've been doing
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or striving for all my life.
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Therein lies our,
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or my confused sense of closeness.
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Also I fear therein lies our strength of tie to each other.
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I say, 'I fear,'
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for I really don't know
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how much I can be satisfied to love you.
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I mean 'bodily.'
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You know, I sometimes dislike pricks and men and before you
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had consciously forced myself to be homosexual.