You cut open the throat...

给她喉咙切个口...
Oh, no, no, by "This" I mean all of it

不不不我是指这一切
and the hours and hours of staring at snow, punctuated by the horror.

迷茫地看着大雪生活在恐惧之中
I long for a knock at the door that is not a dying patient, but...

我真渴望敲门的不是垂死的病患
the dean of faculty.

而是医学院院长
And he regretfully informs me of a clerical error.

他来遗憾地通知我学校犯了错误
It turns out I don't have 15 fives.

其实我并不是十五门课拿到"优秀"
In fact, I failed all of my public examinations.

事实上我所有的大考都挂科
I scored a record low.

我的成绩低得吓人
And then he strips me my medical degree

然后他剥夺了我的医学学位
and I'm banished from this place and...

禁止我再出入此地
as punishment, I'm forced to return to the bright lights

作为惩罚把我遣返回