So I took him out of the box and I laid him on the table

所以我把它从鞋盒里取出来放在桌上
and I prayed my heart out

虔诚地祈祷了
for several hours.

好几个小时
And when my mother came home and found us,

然后我妈妈回到家发现了我们
she screamed bloody murder.

她大声尖叫
She picked him up and threw him in the garbage.

捡起松鼠扔进了垃圾箱
She worked hard, my mother.

我妈妈她工作很努力
She was exhausted, and she couldn't have known how cruel that was.

她筋疲力尽了全然不知那样做有多残忍
But I cried and cried, saying,

我哭个不停说着
"God didn't answer my prayers!"

"上帝没有回应我的祈祷"
I remember...

我记得...
my mother was pouring herself a whiskey;

我妈妈给自己倒了一杯威士忌