"He loved us tenderly

"他温柔地爱着我们
"and there were no attentions and caresses that he did not lavish upon us."

"他毫不吝啬地地倾注着他的关心和爱护"
Henceforth,

自此之后
if you buy a psychohistorian's

你若相信心理历史学家的解释
interpretation, "He could only be a man of order.

"他只可能是个有条理的人
"He desperately tried to assimilate himself to the social order.

"他极力尝试使自己融入社会秩序
"He both loved and hated his father

"他对父亲又爱又恨
"as he adored his dead mother.

"他很喜欢死去的母亲
"His whole life was marked by feeling of his father's guilt,

"他的一生都受到他父亲的罪恶感影响
"which also represented the death in a real way of his own childhood."

"这也代表着他快乐的童年真正结束了"
In his last hours, his death wish,

在他临终之时他死前的愿望
his inability to act

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