I mean, all I have is a... unfinished intermezzo,

只写了一首插曲还没写完
half of it yet.

才写了一半
I'd rather not talk about it untill it's ready.

写完之前我不想多说
It's sort of autobiographical.

有些自传色彩
I suppose you could say,

或许可以说
I have swapped the operating theatre for the Bolshoi theatre.

我是把手术室换成莫斯科大剧院了
You see,

是这样
I have come to realize I haven't always been a saint.

我意识到我过去做过些不光彩的事
And I thought it best to explore these raw and difficult emotions

而我认为通过歌剧来表达这种强烈复杂的感情
through the medium of opera.

再好不过了
Pelageya, for example.

比方说佩拉盖娅
I hope it's not too soon, but,

希望现在问这个问题不会让你不快