In a little while I'll hydrate myself with a bottle of diet soda

过了一会我就会喝一瓶无糖汽水
and take a handful of 40 milligram Lasix.

外加四十毫克的速尿剂
Lasix is a powerful fluid pill,water pill by prescription only,

速尿剂药性很强是种处方药
for which she has numerous prescriptions.

而很多处方里都这种液体药剂
Sometimes I am faint and very cold.

有时我意识微弱感到很冷
I splash cool water on my face, smooth my hair,

我用冷水泼脸梳头发
but my hands are shaking some.

但我的手却抑制不住地颤抖
I'll take some aspirin if my hands hurt sharply,

手抖得实在厉害我就吃几片阿司匹林
so I can sleep later.

那样我就能睡得更久一点
My lips and fingers are blue and cold

我的嘴唇发青手指冰冷
and I see in the mirror that blood vessels are broken,

我能在镜子里看到血管破裂后
leaving red spots over my eyes,

在我的眼睛里留下的红点