来自《耶鲁大学开放课程：有关食物的心理学、生物学和政治学 第13集 第13集》
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who is hiding and hurting myself.因为我一直在偷偷自残 -
That remains thirty years later,三十年之后 -
one of the most compelling descriptions of这份对于 -
what these illnesses are like,神经性厌食症 -
starting with anorexia nervosa发展成神经性厌食症的病例描述 -
and developing into what we now call bulimia nervosa.仍然让人感到触目惊心 -
It illustrates that this woman,这些都说明了这位女性 -
though tortured by her obsession and by her behavior,尽管被她的执念和行为所折磨 -
is clearly smart, clearly articulate,她仍保持高度清醒并且意图明确 -
and her thinking is otherwise pretty clear.她的思路十分清晰 -
She's not crazy, she's not psychotic,她没有疯 她并不是疯子 -
and it also illustrates the peculiar ambivalence she feels.这也说明了她所承受的心理上的矛盾