It was clear early on that Laura was going to have special needs.

很显然萝拉小时候肯定需要特殊看护
I guess Mike's parents weren't up for it.

我估计麦克的父母不愿意被她拖累吧
"So, yes, Michael, I am ashamed of myself,

"是的迈克尔我为自己感到羞愧
"and I live with that decision every day.

"每一天我都为当初的这个决定备受煎熬
"But life with your father was always hard,

"可是你父亲的命运如此多舛
"and keeping Laura would have been an inconvenience

"留下萝拉的确会有些碍事
that might have destroyed everything."

继而令我们的生活毁于一旦"
This was the last letter she wrote Mike.

这是她写给麦克的最后一封信
"And so now you know the worst secret of my life,

"现在你已经知道了我最不堪的秘密
"but I beg of you, let it remain a secret.

"可是我请求你不要说出去
"Your beautiful new family

"你幸福快乐的新家庭
"is one of the only joys I have.

"是我活在这世上的唯一乐趣了