Stay out of my way, Oliver,

别妨碍我 奥利弗

Helena.

海伦娜

Sarah, that-- that was our secret.

莎拉 那是我们的秘密

Well, it's only Kevin, mom.

只是告诉凯文 妈妈

Oh, my god. You still don't believe me.

我的天 你还是不相信我

I couldn't tell my mother or anyone in my family.

我无法向我母亲 或是家里的任何人启齿

You know the day, you asked me about my worst secret

那天你问我最不可告人的秘密

At that time, I don't understand it.

当时 我还不理解

in the words of my buddy Mike Westen...

用我兄弟迈克·韦斯顿的话说

That's blackmail.

这是敲诈勒索

race, race as performance, race as essence,

将种族作为表演 作为本质

over-arching concern with desire in the novel.

在本书中首先关联到欲望