that the woman on the table wasn't my mother.

我知道桌子上的女人不是我母亲

I felt like she could be.

我觉得她可能就是我的母亲

Not just because of the sex, although that's great obviously!

不仅仅因为性爱 虽然那非常棒

mind, body, soul, everything.

思想 身体和灵魂 所有的一切

that I wasn't the liability she thinks I am.

我不会像她想象的那样拖累你

Apparently, that wasn't the case.

显然 我理解错了

You tortured me with the idea,

你用那种想法折磨我

I suggested it-- I never did it.

我说说罢了 但我没那么做

the notion that he might not be dead,

他也许没死这种想法

after all of what you've just described,

认为那个拿撒勒人实际上还活着

So,I'm telling you from the beginning,

所以我在开始告诉你们

going to be so much different

和你们的平时表现