Yeah, you've probably just realized how much hard work it takes

你可能已经意识到要付出多少汗水

and you're not sure anymore whether it's worth the trouble,

你正在犹豫这些付出是否值得

How well did you know her?

你们有多了解她

Yes, she was.

是的

other front, too, but why not?

借来的事例 为啥不行呢

an absolute indifference to anything the world holds

你对一切都变得冷淡

In one case, the bones of several dozen children

曾经 在一个小提琴手的房间里

even his own five year old son was missing.

甚至连他五岁的儿子也失踪了

much great chamber music.

还有很多著名的室内乐

you can play the beautiful,

你可以去演奏十分优美动听的

So, everyone knows.

大家都知道

"I was going down all the wrong things and I did a 360."

"我全都做错了 然后我有了 360 度的转变"